I'm too tired to get the pictures off my camera right now, and I want to hurry so I can get in bed with Nik. He has to go to Dalhart again tomorrow, and will probably be gone through Thursday. I want so badly to go with him, but I need to stay here with the dog (whom we still haven't named yet- it has to be really special!) I helped my mom at her business in Idalou today, and took the dog with me. I'll be home all day tomorrow, and keeping track of Nik. I'm so worried about him having to drive all that way by himself.
We found our new pet outside a gas station on the way home from Dalhart Friday night. She was muddy, covered in burrs, and really pitiful looking. She was lying down blocking the door to the station so that people would have to push her out of the way to leave. Everyone really avoided her, so I had to get out of the vehicle and pet her. We tried to leave, but she followed us onto a pretty major street. After going back to the gas station and getting her to safety, we spent thirty minutes trying to decide whether we should take her home or not. That night we bathed her in the shower and ran out of hot water. The next morning, we took her to the vet and she got a clean bill of health, except for being malnourished (she was about ten or fifteen pounds underweight). Nik and I only have a small apartment, and the kitties. I know this isn't a great situation, but I take her out a lot for walks, and we have to make this work for now. I'm a little concerned that she's been taking all the cats' toys away.
I'm really tired and stressed right now. Nik and I are crazy about each other and happy, but we've been having some weird fights lately for dumb reasons. His job is going horribly right now. I really want to fix all this for him. I don't want to go to Idalou with my mom Wed.-Fri., but I feel obligated to help her. God I'm just tired, and really looking forward to tomorrow except for the fact that Nik is leaving. I'm going to clean and make sure the dog and cats keep working towards getting along. And I'll also be on the phone with Nik as much as possible. This post sounds really negative, but we are okay. The dog has been great. We get to take her out, to Petsmart, his mom's house, and lots of other places. She helps us meet other people and animals also. This stress is just pooling in the pit of my stomach. I'm scared, and I hope it'll help that I admitted it. Really, really scared. I need this all to work and I'm feeling completely overwhelmed. I'm also trying to eat less. Dieting. My stomach hurts right now and I am desperately hoping that sleep will make this all go away.